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I had this amazing dream where I finally got enough self-confidence to do something as great as leading a group to do an attack on the school. Or something, the dream's still fuzzy. It was the most amazing dream I've had and I wished it could've gone on forever...
But I'm trying to make it a reality! (Not the attack part, lol) I'm finally trying to build up more self-confidence already by speaking more and louder, meeting new people, and trying to stop caring about how others see me. Yeah, time to do this! |
#913
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I fear I am becoming what society calls "normal."
My grades are improving, I'm less antisocial then I was three years ago and I'm getting over my trust issues with teacher (I was severally beaten in the 3rd grade by students at recess to the point where I will have back problems for the rest of my life, the teachers at that school just sat there and watched). I don't want to be "normal" as I hate to conform. |
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Chaos to a Madman is Paradise I feel as though im out of the Loop in alot of things such as school or in my social life, as I am also an Introvert |
#917
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No, seriously bro. I almost went through with murder. But yes, I did lose my sanity after that incident. But in the way where I feared everyone was out to get me and couldn't trust anyone. I stopped playing sports, stopped speaking for two years and have anger problems for three years.
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#930
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I can think things completely normally and talk normally in my head, but for some reason, whenever I talk, I always sound really awkward unless I'm with someone I'm comfortable with. I don't know why that is, either. I feel completely normal even when I talk in that awkward way, but right after I realize how awkward or weird I sounded, I feel a bit more uncomfortable in the situation. Again, I don't know why. Also, for some reason, whenever I'm in public, I feel more uncomfortable with myself because I think that all the random people are more judgmental than they really are.
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#936
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When I was fishing, whenever I caught something that was too small, I apologized to it for hurting it and threw it back in the water as painlessly as I could. |
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I find myself to like things that others generally find annoying. Like I really think Justin Bieber is a good musician, maybe even better than some of today's, and that people just hate on him because of jealousy. Same goes for One Direction. Call Me Maybe is actually a great song, ngl.
And it's not like I pretend to like them just to get people mad, I really think people just overreact to things and dislike it because others do. Buuuuuuuut I also hate things other people like just to get them mad. Mostly ponies and K-Pop. And Slender isn't even SCARY. So yeah, swag. Also, I post too much in this thread. Last edited by Shiny; September 16, 2012 at 07:35:42 PM. |
#939
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Sometimes I really do feel like a hipster. I even desire some super hot glasses for myself. And I'm so desperate I actually made a list of ways to damage my eyes so I could get glasses. |
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#941
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It annoys me when people immediately assume that someone hate people purely out of jealousy. I hate/dislike people for reasons, because another thing that annoys me is when someone hates other people for no reason.
Another thing is that I agree with Shiny, Call Me Maybe isn't that bad. |
#943
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At least twice every week I think about what life would be like as a girl. |
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Don't mean to bring politics in here, but just thought I'd share this. I support gay marriage and am honestly surprised by how many people are against it. In reality, sexuality is natural... It's basically what sex you naturally "prefer". Think about it this way, if one were to have a crush on someone, most of the time, they can't really control their feelings for that person. Same goes for pretty much sexuality...
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#945
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And on a much much worse note, even though I feel bad for the less fortunate and try to help them, I tend to insult poor people quite a bit. Hurtfully. Just for kicks. |
#951
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I might not live for way to much longer (due to medical issues) and I'm stuck working at Wendy's. A dead end job, barely making enough money to pay rent, let alone get my car plates, and since I get sick rather easily, they don't trust me to have more then 25 hours a week.
I hate my life and I'm actually hella depressed. This isn't a think I'd admit to my roommate though, I wouldn't want him to worry, because I do actually legitimately like my friends and hanging out with them, but thats generally the only part of my life I even like. The rest of it is just so much of a strain sometimes that I cry myself ill. |
#952
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Wow, she's quite pretty. I have a crush on an anime character, too~!
<3
"But Turt, everyone and their mother knew you would choose that one." True, but fine. Here's a more "politically correct" crush of mine that fewer people would know.
Fewer people would know her~
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To admit something of my own, I don't consider myself "bisexual," but instead "free of all restrictions." Because I can do whatever I want whenever I want! Everyone that knows me knows that I'm just completely free and awesome like that. |
#953
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Birth Defect isn't something I can fight through and have a normal life expectancy with. My Lungs are just not so great.
Also with the non birth defect things, My stomach has been giving me issues, my joints just suck, my hearing seems to be slowly going to. It just feels as if Physically, I'm falling apart. |
#962
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I have a closer relationship with my aunt than with my parents step mom included.
So I practically stay at her place 24/7. She's really the only one I'm comfortable talking to. Same goes with my other aunt but she's off to college so I don't talk to her as much anymore. |
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I'm a man of science and demand cold hard facts for me to accept something as truth... however, I believe that the Slender Man is real, and this is part of the reason why I hate night time. It also doesn't help knowing that I've seen The Operator symbol, a mark associated with Slender Man (see attachments), around the town I live in, which consists of people who have never heard of this monstrosity. The marks were also in hard to get to places.
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#965
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Yes I know it isn't a very popular thing to like, but you know what? **** it. I'm not a brony, nor will I ever be a brony, and yet you guys have brony adoptibles in the VRAC so who cares what fandom we are apart of??????? seriously, who gives a ****? I know most of the Homestuck fandom is crap, but I've liked Homestuck ever since it was Problem Sleuth. If people are will to judge you on a silly little webcomic that you like and refuse to get to know you then that's there fault and you can make better friends then them anyway. |
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(Still technically NOT a brony. ) For those interested in romance: I can barely control myself when I'm around the one guy I like, and it makes me go crazy. I'm thinking about doing something about it at homecoming. For those smart enough to be interested in cooler things: I love killing bugs in any way possible. Including Bug type Pokémon. I hate them all. |
#967
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I have a very annoying tendency to Like most girls I see, before seriously getting to know them and when I try to talk to them my "Inability" of Public Speaking begins to shine in.... and thing either go quiet very fast or very awkward
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#969
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Even though I suppress my feelings and emotions so I won't be affected by the little things people say, I don't think they realize that I am still human and therefore still have SOME feelings. I can be pretty sensitive in some areas, and that's where it's really effective and hurtful.
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#970
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I really want to classify everyone's Patron Troll on this forum, but I don't want to bother everyone with it. I know I should just check their profile, but I'd rather have the decency of asking because I feel really guilty of going to someones profile and not saying anything.
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However, I don't like most girls I see mostly because the girls in my school (namely freshmen) dress like... prostitutes. Yeah, that's it. |
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but honestly I also have a stutter that messes up and the fact i dont know how to speak in public properly... thats when things get REALLY awkward and we're usually walking in silence my greatest weakness.... |
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Also I stutter a lot if I'm talking too fast and my friends always bag on me fir that. XD Also also I have no problem lending money to randoms as long as you're not a bigger ****** than I am. If I have money on me chances are I'll lend you some cash. And it doesn't even matter if you pay me back or not. Literally spent almost 30 bucks on my friends plus somerandoms at lunch today and tbh it made me feel good in a way. C: And on another note, Omqqq if you replace the g with a q in words like Omq, qoinq, and other words with g you deserve to die. This is really the only kind of chatspeak I willn't tolerate. And I tolerate literally AlL K1nDzzz 0f cH@t5p3/\K doe Last edited by Shiny; September 26, 2012 at 10:04:30 PM. |
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I ususally give money away to people who need it even if i dont know them, especially w/ paying me back, i always refuse them paying me back it's probably cause i am WAY too nice but being the nice guy is good.......for the most part Last edited by JDxImpetus; September 26, 2012 at 11:00:17 PM. |
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My brain doesn't work until it's too late. Like today, my friend Richard wanted my help on a governor school project. We were testing the effects of common chemicals found in acid rain on plant growth one of which is sulfuric acid, so I did that one and spilt a good amount on my hand. I also decided not to clean it off until I had finished pouring the exact amount. Now I have chemical burns on my hand.
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Even though I really love music, I find that I hardly listen to it, and even less so of my own accord.
I thought about it today and as I was walking home from school I realized that I almost constantly have music running through my brain whenever I'm doing something alone. I sometimes listen to my iPod on my way home, but I can replay the same songs in my head without it, in even greater variety. They're usually band pieces or other classical works I find particularly catchy. When I'm cleaning up after supper I usually make up my own stuff, which I promptly forget. I also can't really just listen to music, I usually like to be doing something at the same time, whether it's sing and dancing along, cleaning up after supper or taking the bus (though I can't read or do homework while listen to music, especially music with lyrics). Also, listening to "Dance of the Sugar Plum Fairy" on the bus makes the whole world feel skewed, if you ever want to try it. |
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When at a restaurant, school, or some other public place, my first thought when I'm about to enter the bathroom is "I hope nobody else is in the bathroom." My second thought, which occurs while I'm in the bathroom if nobody is in it when I enter, is "I hope nobody enters the bathroom while I'm here."
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My history teacher last year was like that. I became his favorite by answering every question ever and judt generally showIng I was Interested. HIstory was hIs favotIte so I guess he enjoyed that I lIked It too or at least showed It. Only class I ever got an A+ in.
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I was coming back on a field trip, and the bus we were on was really crowded
and this guy and his girlfriend couldn't sit together and the guy ended up beside me and his girlfriend in front of him...they offered me stuff so they could sit together. I moved and let him sit with his girlfriend, then afterward they both called me nice -whats conflicting is that I dont know if it was false appreciation or not... ^sorry for the long-ish post...I'm just not sure |
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Strange. When I see a girl I don't know cry, I just think to myself "Why are you crying? Life can't be that hard for you" (mainly because of high schoolers). I can understand something tragic like a death in the family or death of a close friend, but most of the time it's just them crying over a relationship that just ended or a friend they just argued with. It just doesn't phase me because I think it's silly.
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I have two sides; one of virtue and one of vice. On one hand, I could be a great contributor to society and help a lot of people in need, but then again I could be an extreme dictator and a control-freak to everyone, not to mention an insanely power-hungry menace. Sometimes, it feels like the vice side is winning.
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I can't remember if I've said this before, but I have a pretty big procrastinating habit. I think the main problem is that when I'm home, I get in a completely different mentality then when I'm at school. I wish I could just stay at school, get all my work done, and come back home later. I would honestly prefer that.
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Never in my life, when a death has befallen my family, have I shed a tear. Not because I am a sick and twisted person, but because I know that they must have been in pain (every death was of cancer, and not old age) and that they are final free of the pain.
BONUS (due to circumstances) When ever I get sad, I listen to this song. |
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edit: oh look post 1,000 in this thread Last edited by NismoZ; October 2, 2012 at 05:21:29 PM. |
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Really, if it doesn't concern me, it's no concern to me. |